AliaLewis

This is why I build up walls This is why I try to keep some things private Because when I don't I get hurt Because when I don't I end up trusting someone to much He busted down the wall,then beat me to near death He gave me more reasons to build my walls higher and thicker than before He broke me,then built me back up,just to break me again Will this cycle of pain never stop? Will my tears never cease? I sure hope so. Or I might not be here to see what good things come my way.....

Where are you My Doctor? I've waited and waited But still you haven't arrived You said you would come back for me Well where are you? Im starting to give up hope That you'll ever come back to me I give you my heart and you run off with it I want it back,but I cant find you Where are you? Where is my best friend My lover The man who keeps me alive Without you I cannot thrive I cannot live without you Where are you? My hope is lost I tried my best You have driven me to this If I knew where you were This wouldn't have happened Goodbye.... Where are you My Doctor?

I miss my best friend My grip on life My Doctor I dont have him anymore He left me on Bad Wolf Bay like Rose Except I dont have the clone That will stay with me until I die. He found a new companion To travel with him in his TARDIS All I have now are the memories of our travels together He regenerated and I wasnt in the TARDIS with him I wish I was,so I wouldnt be looking to the sky every night Waiting for my Doctor To laugh with me To comfort me To talk to me But no....my Doctor is gone now. And by the time I finish this... I might not be here when he does return in the Big Blue Box That I called home

I will end up repeating headings,sorry Do You: 1.)Smile a lot?Yes 2.)Wonder why your still alive?Yes 3.)Have a bunch of friends?Ehhh....kinda 4.)Hate anyone?Yes 5.)Love anyone?Hell Yes Have You Ever: 6.)Thought your friends were insane?No,I know 7.)Thought YOU were insane?Once again,I know....to an extent though 8.)Stalked anyone?Nope 9.)Honestly wanted to kill someone?Ahhh....tough question 10).Gibbs smacked somebody(NCIS reference)?YES!Its so fun! Will You Ever: 11.)End up in jail purposely?Nope 12.)Drink?No 13.)Smoke?No 14.)Do drugs?No 15.)Kill someone?Hopefully not Do You: 16.)Sleep in clothes?Yes 17.)Sleep with a stu

Rulez:You must answer all question you do not wish to skip,you have 3 Optional Skips,only 3.After this u MUST tag at least 3 people. Have You Ever: 1.)Punched someone in the face?Nope,but I have wanted to SO many times.... 2.)Been told to "respect your pimp" by a classmate?Many times XD 3.)Told someone to "respect your pimp"?Many times XD 4.)Clung to someone and cried?Yes,one time 5.)Gone from Happy to Angry/Depressed in less than 1 minute?Yes How Many: 6.)People do you hate?Ummm....hate is such a strong word...but 1 7.)People do you love unconditionally?2,my dad and...someone else ^_^ 8.)Times have you tuned people out?To many time